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My name is kaleah and like many I have gone how does haldol work through the pain of having my life turned inside out how does haldol work as the result of narcissistic abuse. I know how it feels to reach the lowest lows how does haldol work and have to struggle to get my life back. I know how it feels to be so drained emotionally how does haldol work and physically that I can’t work or be productive in any way.

I would have loved to be able to just “get over it!” but this was one of the most difficult challenges life how does haldol work had brought my way. Even the doctors and psychologists couldn’t help me other than to give me medication to how does haldol work help me “cope.” I went on anti-depressants on the recommendation of a therapist who thought it how does haldol work would help me to eat and sleep.

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Life got better after seeing this psychiatrist. The pain didn’t end, but now I at least knew where it was coming how does haldol work from. I immersed myself in the study of narcissism, joined an online support group and made it my mission how does haldol work not only to understand this strange disorder that left me how does haldol work feeling as if I had been raped on a soul how does haldol work level.

My study led me into another long-term narcissistic relationship and finally to a complete recovery nearly how does haldol work five years later. My recovery wasn’t complete however, until I had taken what I learned about narcissism and how does haldol work shared it with others who were going through the same how does haldol work thing I went through.

I wouldn’t have written either book if I didn’t feel a nagging sense that this work had to how does haldol work be completed. I felt a deep inner guidance that told me I how does haldol work took this journey not only so I could become stronger how does haldol work but so that I could help others become empowered after how does haldol work the deep soul rape of narcissistic abuse.

I already had a background in counseling/hypnotherapy and spirituality. I had worked for years in my own practice helping how does haldol work people embrace the personal growth path they found themselves on, whether it be struggling with addiction, food, eating disorders, illness, relationship issues, abuse or something else.

It is usually at the moment of ones greatest sense how does haldol work of depletion that the victim experiences the horrible devaluation and how does haldol work discarding by the narcissist in their lives. Having nothing left to give, equals, no more energetic supply for the narcissist. The victim, at this point, becomes “worthless” to the narcissist and is cast aside in favor of how does haldol work a fresh new source of energy.

Most victims, which I chose to call “survivors,” or “thrivers” find themselves at their all time lowest lows once the how does haldol work relationship ends unless, of course, it is a family member who is the narcissist. Then it just seems to continue on out of some how does haldol work sense of familial obligation.

You would think that when the relationship officially ends, would be a time where victims can get their energy how does haldol work back and get on with their lives. But it never quite works like this. Instead one ends up feeling as if she has been how does haldol work kicked almost to the point of death and left to how does haldol work die in her own pool of blood while the one how does haldol work who has kicked her goes off to live happily ever how does haldol work after with someone who is young, beautiful and full of life.

As survivors we struggle to stay alive and although we how does haldol work know the narcissist is NOT good for us, we become obsessed with him. He becomes our link to life and to our sanity. We somehow believe he holds the answers, the key to our survival. We look to the one, who has nearly taken our life, to give us back our life. We know on some unconscious level that the narcissist has how does haldol work something we need. That something is our very soul.

The path back to self involves reclaiming what was lost. It means taking back the power and the energy that how does haldol work has been extracted through narcissistic abuse. It means educating ourselves on narcissism and how we can how does haldol work break free of the psychic bonds that tie us to how does haldol work our abuser.

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